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2010-06-27T21:58:00.001+08:00

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2009-08-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Yuyun Loves has shifted blog.
hahahs.
dead on blogspot, active on onsugar
http://www.mylovefairytale.onsugar.com
link mie
read my new post HERE!
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Love out:
Yuyun Loves

2009-08-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

To My DEAREST DARLYN BESTIE!!!!!!
MUHAMMAD SHAHRIL BIN ZAINI,
HAPPY A MONTH BESTIE DAE!!!!!!

although its only been a month we became bestie, i reallie appreciate having u as my bestie!!
U noe hw to put a smile on my face
U have been there for mie
U have been my listening ear all this while
U noe the wae to make mie stop sulking
u have been a motivation to me fer the past 31 daes.
I reallie hope this friendship of ours will last forever!
to be honest, losing u is one of my fears.
i'll never want to lose someone like u.
Thanks darlyn fer evitynk,
all the advice
all the chocs
all the slappings
all the moment we spent
all the laughter
all the tyme u spare to listen to my prob
the dedication
& evitynk tat had happen on the past month

Lets wish this frienship of ours last even if it doesnt last tat long i'll still be grateful tat Allah let mie share a part of my life, doesnt matter fer awhile or long period wif sumone like u.
Lotssa love bestie.

p.s Im still sulkin. :)

2009-08-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

Fridae, 7 Aug 09

Zii Darla didnt come to school today!!
haiya she!!! Miss u WHORE ALOTS!!!
hahahs
well ITE kinna have a National Dae celebration, which is like not fun. hahahs.
there is a bazaar around the school.
as soon as i've reached the class, lovely classmate was busy decorating the class.
like half of the class was present & the rest wasn't.
Shah Darlyn bought mie the pink sweet tat we were sellin.
THANKS DARLYN!!! u're the sweetest but not the best, hahahs.
then we have to write some well wishes on the butterfly paper.
i took the PINK one & so did Shah Darlyn. Jiwe Bestie.
then urs truly become a saleswomen with Moo Darla, Wendy, Chelle Darla, Chee Leng, Eileen & Waishi.
& we managed to sell every single sweet. AWESOME!!
Aunty Jo was proud of us. :)
We were allowed to leave at 11.
went 201 to slack for awhile before going hm.

Arranged to meet the Couple at 3.30. As Bob & Shah Darlyn's performance was supposingly to be at 4 but then they performed before 4.
well the couple arrived 1hr later, THANKS alot horr!!!
hmpf!! so urs truly sulk.
went to 201, Shah Darlyn, Bob, Yong Qin, Aqira, Lyn was there.
stop sulkin at 201. hahahs.
slack till 8.30.

then afta that gotta fetch Loverboii.
was effing sleepy when i met hym.
he keep sayin i've changed & i don't get what he mean by that.
I don't see any changes in me.
went for supper before heading hm.

2009-08-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

urgghhhh!!!
blogspot is not being kind to mie!!!
watsup wif this??!!!
facebook aint any better...
never mind so long i can still blog im fine with it

6/08/09 THURSDAE
ZII DARLA!!!! Y DID U ABSENT URSELF FROM SCHOOL?? i got no victim to disturb. hahahs
MISS U DARLA, hope u come to school 2moro.
todae class started at 12 since there is no SW.
hence met SHAH DARLYN at J.P, 11 a.m.
well SOMEBEDY gotta waet fer NOBODY, awesome.
who asked u to be there early therefore dont blame me if im late.
We boarded the train to PIONEER as SUMBODY wanted to bounced back just to get a seat.
went to 201 before headed to school as it was still rather early.
Moo Darla, Dids Darlyn, Yong Qin & some others were there.
then we went for our OFA lssn soon afta.
Upon reachin the OFA classroom, Shah Darlyn handed me a nail clipper.
well tats my punishment for not accompanying hym yesterdae.
& we had a deal, is i were to cut my nails den i'll get lots & lots & lots of chocolate!!!
yips!!!!
went to returned back the nail clipper to Shah Darlyn, thought i could get away wif my so not very short nails but then Shah Darlyn check it. Gosh!!
he wasnt satisfied with the length, hence he cut it for me & now MY NAIL IS EFFING SHORT!!!!
thanks ehk bestie!!!!
den i sulk at Shah Darlyn & Ans Darla as they were sharing something & they didnt tell me.
but then i noe wat olready. Its about ciggy. blueks!!
Ans Darla was so cute, she did lots of cute tynks to make me talk to her.
but then soon afta it was her turn to sulk.
ANS DARLA I LOVE U!!!!!!
during POA, we got to do the FACT accounting thingy.
BUT Ans Darla & urs truly was buzy adoring this cute & hot guy whom is a freind of HETOT.
hahahs.
we kept askin help from Jehian.
afta school went to have lunch plus dinner at KFC before headin to 201.
we stopped by at BATA to adore at the shoe tat Ans Darla & mie wanna get.
went to 201 & slack.
Shah darlyn meant hys word & bought mie 4chocs!!!
4 is not lots & lots & lots okae, but i appreciate it bestie!!!
THANKS ALOT!!! im not gonna share it with anyboody, NO!!!
hahahs..

2009-08-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

ZIZI DARLA!!!!!
HAPPY SWIT 17 B'DAE swits!!!
may ol ur wishes come true & u'll have an awesome b'dae!!!
365daes to HAPPY 18..
slowly kae zii, 365daes not long..
if u can waet fer 17yrs den y cant u waet fer another 365daes ryte..
Darla, fer wat u are facin or might be facin in the upcomin yrs
i just want u to be strong & face it bravely
there is no such tynk as a problem free life
everybody has problem, its a part & parcel of life
i wish u ol the best in overcomin the hurdles in life.
u noe i'll be there for u darla.
Once again HAPPY SWITS 17 DARLA!!!
lotssa love whore!!!!
mwah mwah..

2009-08-04T20:56:00.001+08:00

16 Aug is fast approachin
im still in a dither baby
i aint sure bout my genuine feelings
my mind is alwaes not agreeing to my heart

i've long waited for the moment to be free
free from all ur restrictions
free from all the full stop u put to my devoid sentences
now i've the chance to end the sentences by myself & put commas all i want
free from abominable moments that pull me down
free from all thoughts of u

if i were to put a full stop to this fairytale of ours
will i be able to exit that forest full of mysteries wifout the aid of my prince
will there be any prince like u that exist in my fairytale
what if there is none
no prince to kiss & wake me up from by sleep
no prince to salvage me from evil & wicked creatures that exist
no prince that will bring mie back the other pair off my shoe

to withhold or withdraw
to cherish or perish

ohh boii, why is it so hard to leave?
1095 daes of our fairytale
i just cant bear to put a end to it
its onerous to just escape this fairytale & leave u in a lurch
i know the wae to ur heart but i can't find the wae out to it
that pure love of yours is wat makes me attract instead of repel

walkin aimlessly
in deep thoughts
all i can think about now is the love im in
detest me hunnie
& make it apparent for me to back off

2009-08-03T20:47:00.001+08:00

mondae 2 aug 09

its been like a week i didnt blog..
hahas..
well blame it on my laziness..
its either im dilatory or i just do not have any enticing story to share..
but then i cant leave my dear bloggy to decay on its own..
hahas..
well tat can never happen, i noe..
Hence let mie start off by sharing my interesting dae todae..
LLLoooVVVeee my dae 2dae!!!
met up wif Shah Darlyn like at 9.30 a.m at 201 but then ryte we were suppose to meet at 9 a.m.
well wat can i sae, Shah Darlyn is a regular latecomer & im like olready used to waeting fer hym.
hmpf!! bestie bestie.. then he told mie bout hys performance on Fridae. Shah Darlyn is a SUMBODY, whilst im a NOBODY. he'll be like havin a tour this month. Thanks bestie go leave mie, go, go!! ceii.. no ehk..
Den Moo Darla came. She sae tat todae her bag worth alot todae. Didnt get wat she meant until Dids Vampy turn up. OMG!!!!!! MOO DARLA BOUGHT MIE THE DRESS TAT I'VE BEEN EYEING ON!!! DARLA, THANKS SOOOOOOO EFFING MUCH!!!!!!!!!
i gave them a fright wif my screamin. well its just my natural reaction. i've gt the dress ppl!!! hahahas.
went to school, rather quiet because Zizi Darla didnt came to school. haiya, we misses her alot!! had POA, BREAK, COB & den BSE. Ans Darla bought fer mie ferrero rocher. aww, my darlas are the best!!! afta school went to slack at 201. thanks to MUHD SHAHRIL BIN ZAINI, my hand bleed. i showed Moo Darla & Dids Vampy my bleeding hand. Dids Vampy wanted to suck my blood. He's living up to hys name name. Scary!!! & yah, Dids Vampy picked up a mentos sweet on the floor & eat it. He chewed & spit it out. Which make Moo Darla puked. hahahs. won't share wat else happen as ol i feel is pain & revenge is swit!!! hahahaahs. left around 7 p.m. & here i am bloggin. LOVIN MY DAE TODAE!!!! mwah, mwah D & D!!!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
Moo Darla fer buying fer mie tat awesome dress!!!
Ans Darla fer the ferrero rocher & darla its e thought tat count!!!

not forgetting SHAH DARLYN fer ol tat he have done to mie, thanks!!

hehees..

*kisses have meaning to it, i wonder where will u kiss mie??*

kiss on the forehead: i want u to be mine forever

kiss on the cheek: lets just be friends
kiss on the lips: I LOVE U

2009-07-26T22:10:00.001+08:00

im like a pet bird
owned by hym
my freedom is determine by this owner of mine
strings are olwaes attached
he'll never let mie go fer too long
i have to follow hys order
i have to pleased hym
all i do is all bout hym
i aint got any space fer myself

I know that this owner of mine love mie
tat is why he is doin ol those stuff to mie
im aware that he just wants mie to have the best in life
but the actual fact is the best to hym is not the best fer mie
and he didnt notice that the actual fact
deep down inside he is indirectly inflicting hurt to mie
im vague
hw can i construe to hym regardin the feelin in this small heart of mine?
i do not want to hurt hym bt den i'll end up hurtin myself instead
its super bitter fer mie

what will happen if tat dae come i reallie relinquish hym
where will i go?
will i be able to carry on wif life free of ol orders?
am i ready to spread my wings out & soar freely?
wifout hym tellin mie the directions
will there be a soul whom love mie as much as he does
a replacement better then hym?

im indefinite why is it so hard to just fly off & leave my owner
fer all i've been through
wat exactly is my feelins to hym
Does LOVE fer hym still exist in this heart of mine
im in a dither
..............................

2009-07-26T11:52:00.001+08:00

SATURDAE, 25 JULY 2009

Went to see SHAH DARLYN & BOB's performance todae at the Art house.
THEY were SUPERB!!
GOOD JOB DUDES!! PROUD OF U GUYS MAN!!
Bt before i set off to see their performance had a conflict wif Loverboi. I almost cant go for the performance. I ain't sure whats his problem is. He keep sayin that im puttin my friends ahead of hym. Ohh come on, i've spent the dae on Fridae wif u. Wat else do u expect?? Cant i have the Sat nyte off to spent it wif my D & D. But rather glad that at last he let he off.

So then i went to meet MOO DARLA, ZII DARLA & DIDS DARLYN at J.E. MOO DARLA look cute wif her ribbon. ZII DARLA look great! Then we went off to city hall to myt the rest.
When we arrived at the Art House, we had to waet for SHAH DARLYN & BOB to come out. Summone ignore mie & he didnt like bother if my presence is there. THANKS!
Hahas. well SHAH DARLYN & MIE gt a tiny winny itsy bitsyy conflict. nt reallie a conflict bt then, hw should i put it in words.. hmmm..... Im still sulkin though on saturdae. Well sumone ignored mie on Fridae, he said gudbye to everyone except mie! & I ignored hys texts as im sulkin. didnt want to be there to see hys performance at 1st bt then I HAD TO BE THERE & SUPPORT MY DARLYN BESTIE!! bt then sumone still ignore mie at the art house. hmpf!!!
Watched SHAH DARLYN & BOB'S performance. I tynk they did well. they did 2 songs. Then there was other performance. They were awesome too. Ohh yahh, DIDS DARLYN is afraid of balloon!!! OMG!!! hahahas. Then SHAH DARLYN & BOB did another performance when it was almost the ending. They did SHE STACY. & the switest part is that SHAH DARLYN DEDICATE THAT SONG TO MIE!!!! aww, u're the switest bestie!!!! I was shocked when he said he dedicate the song to mie. LOVE U ALOTS DARLYN!!!
Then we went to the esplanade to catch the fireworks as it is the preview dae of National dae. ZII DARLA WAS like afraid of the fireworks. hahas, cute sia she. Darla the fireworks is far awae from us. don't be afraid.
Went to Marina to slack fer awhile. Went hm around 10.30 p.m wif ZII DARLA & her bro.

THANKS ALOTS Darla & Darlyn fer the awesomee tyme. LOOOVVVVEEEE U GUYS ALOTS!!!
To ZII DARLA: thanks fer bein my partner ol the wae, love u alots!! dun be afraid of fireworks aites. hahas.
To MOO DARLA & DIDS DARLYN: hope u two settle tynks & back normal. THANKS fer the fun dae.
To Bob & Shah Darlyn: GREAT job dudes, super proud of u guys!! will be ther to support u guys!!
To SHAH DARLYN: i'll treasure u & never will treat u like shit.
To Farhan: Sorie if i indirectly aim at u & pls u aint old enough to be my daddy

2009-07-24T21:48:00.004+08:00

havin lots of ups & down in my life lately.
a moment im happy, the next moment im not.
Hating my daes nw!
Lots of confusion too.. omg
Im uncertain bout lots of tynks.
sumone help mie clarify it plss!!!!

Wat happen this wk:

Last sundae, 19 July
Went out to town wif MOO DARLA, SHAH DARLYN, DIDS DARLYN, BOB, FARHAN & HISHAM.
I tynk tats the happiest moment in my life!! hahas. Moo darla sorie if i ignore u fer awhile. My gloomy night soon change to a happy one wif them by my side. THANKS DARLYNs & DARLA!! i wish tat moment never end. but then all good tynks come to an end ryte. huhuhu.

Mondae, 20 july:
hmmm.... just another ups & down in friendship. Bt then im effing glad tat the cold war ended.

Tuesdae, 22 July:
I hate the dae todae!! its like my worst ever dae!! urghhhh!!!!

wednesdae, 23 July:
The dae where everything is back to normal. LOVE THE DAE!! hahas. it was rainin on tat dae. Myt up wif SHAH DARLYN before school. He lend mie hys sweater. Thanks darlyn! Had some slappin & pinchin session as usual. den Dids Darlyn, Moo Darla & Zii Darla came. Went to school together.
Had meeting wif aunty jo. Tynks went back to normal. love my SUGA DARLAS lots!!! I reallie hope our friendship last!! u darlas r super duper extremely to the max precious to mie!!!

Thursdae, 24 July:
Per normal meet up wif Shah Darlyn 1st. i was rather shock when Bob came. 1st tyme sia Bob was early. Bob was early because he thought SW starts at 9 a.m. hahas, Bob fer once u sre super gundu. & ONLY 12 of us came fer SW, or should i sae on tyme. Mr Eric decided to go on wif lssn wifout the other 23 students. wat we did fer SW was rather lame bt fun & hilarious. We had to skip. WTH!! its been ages i last skip. hahas. & we had a mini competition & my GROUP WON!! my group comprises of Shah darlyn, Wendy, Kai Hong & urs truly. Soo Mr Eric had to buy fer us drink. yips!! bt to be fair Mr Eric bought everyone a drink. Thanks cher!! u r the best! Had a mini burpin competition wif Dids Darlyn. hahas. This is wat happen when u drank gassy drink early in the mornin. Dids Darlyn even wanted to fart at mie. Kanasaii!! had a story tellin session wif Mr Eric before headin back to school.
Back to school & OFA lssn begans. Somethink happen between mie & Shah Darlyn. He ignored mie the whole lssn & he didnt even sae gudbye to mie when he left. saded ryte. Then i texted hym to wish hym ol the best fer hys performance latter on & he just replied Ya ya ya, wateva. WAH!! den i gt to noe tat bestie was onlii pulling my leg. nabeii!!!!!!!!!!!! hope the performance went well.

to dearest darlas & darlyns
wat will or may happen between us, i hope we can solve it in a short period.
thank u fer bein there fer mie.
thank u fer the loves, encouragement, support & care u've shower mie wif.
u ol are the precious ones to mie.
Love u ol lots & lots!!!

Fridae, 17 July 09

2009-07-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 35MONTHS ANIVERSARY

celebrated our 35months aniiversary yesterdae. Didnt expect to last this long wif Loverboii.

Todae: 17 July 2009

Aunty Jo still didnt came to school & teach todae. Hope she will recover soon as misses her lots!! i prefer her to teach man. todae in school was rather slackin. For POA we had to do trial balance. BSE was okae. afta school went to Clementi Central for lunch wif MOO DARLA as the rest of my DARLAS had to go home. HMPF!! then we went to 201 to slack. Half wae thru our journey from Clementi central to 201 received a col from BOB. He ask to buy for hym food. Haiya half wae thru den only u asked to buy for u. KANASAII. ceii.

Slack at 201 wif BOB, MOO DARLA, DIDS DARLYN & RIL DARLYN. den MOO DARLA recorded a video of BOB emo-ing. Its was super duper hilarious that we were laughin our arse off!! hahas. Aniwaes BOB is Urs Truly HILMI. he will only acknowledge when we called hym BOB & not hilmi. BOB left rather early as he is meeting up wif hys friends at town.

Thanks alot to SHAH DARLYN for all the marks on my hand! Thanks ehk bestie, u r the best!! thanks to u i gt 3 red marks on my hand. aniwaes sorie if i pinch u or beat u too hard. who asked u to bullly mie ryte. hees. i cant even read the newspaper sia in hys presence as he will surely disturb. left round 6.30.

Hanah Darla's B'dae Celebration

2009-07-15T21:23:00.005+08:00

didnt blogged for the past few daes. Rather tired as im olwaes back hm quite late. So im too tired to blog or should i say IM LAZY to do so. hees. Hence let mie share wat happen this wk:

TUESDAE:

Me & My Darlas Celebrated HANAH DARLA'S B'DAE!!! Gave her a surprise. so glad tat HANAH DARLA appreciate it. Sorry darla if its quite simple. We celebrated her B'dae at 201. Hilmi, Ril Darlyn, Dids Darlyn, Jehian & Linus was oso there. Thanks guys for makin it much more merrier. & den afta we have eaten the cake, A CAKE fight occur. & IN the end no one is spare. Hahas. Everybody was covered in cake. Although the cake is YUMMIII bt then the smell of the cake make ppl turn off. ewww... it smelt like vomit!! Bt then we had lots of fun!!

ooh ya & on tuesdae is when i get the verdict. Atlast my nightmare is overcome. It was freakin hard man!! i felt guilty. I know i've disappointed lots of ppl, bt then this is a huge lssn to me. THANKS to all my DARLAS & DARLYNS for the hug, the support, the encouragement & bein there for mie. I LOVE U ALL LOTS LOTS!!!

Wednesdae:

had to wake up early as i got to meet Ril Darlyn at 201 at 8. But then ryte, SUMONE came like 1hr latter. Thanks ehk. say onli meet at 8 bt then.. It was rainin on tat dae. such a great weather to sleep thru the dae. It was efiing cold. had to waet for Dids Darlyn & Moo Darla. Ril Darlyn lend mie hys hoodiies. Thank u darlyn!! Soo swit!! very the thoughtful lahh u. School was like a sleeping lssn as Aunty jo didnt come as she wasnt feelin well. Therefore we ol spent 4hrs doin notynk but sleep!!

2009-07-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7 a.m todae as olready planned with RIL DARLYN to meet up at 9a.m. Had to be hys alarm clock todae again. As usual RIL DARLYN didnt wake up altough i've text & col hym. He sleep like oink oink leii. Ceii no ehk. End up we changed plan & decided to meet at 10 am. Hahas, we made a bet who will reach 201 1st. If i were to reach 201 1st then he had to treat mie. Guys are olwaes not punctual. Met up wif MOO DARLA & went to buy breakfast at Mac. Had to stop by Subway & buy for RIL DARLYN cookies. When we arrived at 201, RIL DARLYN was olreadii there alone. Bt then i reach there 1st before hym hence i won the bet. U R OLWAES A LATECOMER RIL DARLYN!! hees.

Went to school quite late. my heart was poundin shoo hard, God knows the reason why. I wasnt myself todae. I tynk sum ppl notice it. I did lots of mistake for POA petty cash as my mind was tynkin bout some other stuff. Didnt dare to laugh shoo much as u never noe when u'll cry.
Even Aunty Jo notice im not myself & im not olryte. MOO DARLA, ZII DARLA, DIDS DARLYN & RIL DARLYN was there for mie. they make mie cheer up. Make funny faces, sings, tell mie random stuff. OMG, am i lucky to have DARLA & DARLYNS like them!!! thanks lots!! LOVE U DUDES & DUDETTES!!!

ooh ya bout the bet thingy, RIL DARLYN actually gave mie 10bucks!! hees. He's a man of hys word sia. Thanks my darlyn bestie!!! & then my BOIIFFYY in class, ZAINOL gave mie a ferrero rocher. wah!!! shoo effing swit sia!!! I appreciate evi single soul in my life nw!!! loves u ol!! den BOIIFFFYY ZAINOL soo cute sia. He texted mie" I LOVE U, U LOVE ME. WE'RE A HAPPY COUPLE SHOULD BE. WIF A GREAT BIG HUG & A KISS FROM ME TO U, HOPE U LOVE THE CHOCOLATE TOO." hahas. hw i wish my dae todae never has its ending.

Spent the tyme afta school searchin for a gift for ANS DARLA. Went to J.P wif MOO & ZII DARLA. afta we found a suitable gift for ANS DARLA, we went to the park beside J.P & whine down. Had a great laughing session wif my 2 hilarious DARLA!!! thanks for bringin back the cheerful mie. I dun noe y bt my two DARLAS love to talk cock. ceii, jokin!! met Chelle Darla's friends at the park. hees. ZII DARLA was shooo happy to meet her DUSTBIN friend again. Hahas.

he came he stay but he never leave

2009-07-12T21:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE HANAH DARLA!!!!

Gosh, im shoo sleepy nw. Woke up at 5.30a.m just nw. Loverboii woke mie up as i gotta fetch hym at TAMPINES. Sweet ryte? woke up early in the mornin & travel shoo far for u. ceii. Bt then end up meetin Loverboii at Tanjong Pagar. Went to NUH wif hym. Wah, atlast we meet up afta 2weeks of not meetin. I dun noe y bt Loverboii look quite diff to mie. hahas. then afta tat we went to Beach Rd as Loverboii need to get some army stuff as he is goin for a field camp or sumtynk like tat for tish wk. tat means we'll not myt for 2wks again. Then we went to bugis as Loverboii just gotten hys pay shoo he wanna go shoppin. & we like arrive at Bugis arnd 11 plus & half of the shop is still closed. hence we went to grab a bite at L.J.S. at last i got to eat CHOCO CREAM!! Yuummmiiii!!! afta tat we went to Topman as Loverboii wanna get sum top. He asked mie if there is anitynk tat i want & den when i sae i want the white skirt he sae NO. haiya!! u asked mie what i want but then when i tell u liao u never let mie buy it. Den wat is the purpose of u askin mie ryte?? hahas. shop for awhile at Bugis Village as we had to rush hm. Loverboii need to lots of stuff since he had to book in by tonight. & i end up buyin a dress only. Saded. :(

Went back to Jurong. Loverboii sent mie hm 1st & den he went hm to changed as he need to get a haircut. While waitin for Loverboii to meet mie back, I fell asleep. hahas. Sowie dear if u had to knock the door & waet outside for a moment. hees. Afta tat we went Gek Poh. Loverboii bought for mie my fav BLUEBERRY CHEESE TART. yuuummmmiiiiii!!!! Den we saw Loverboi's Sargent. nt once bt TWICE!! hahas. den we went to Pioneer mall as he wanna go Giant. den we went back to my place & mummii was olready back. Mummii bought curry puff & it was shooo spicy!!! Afta eatin half wae, we both gave up as it was super DUPER SPICY!!!

Loverboi left arnd 6.30 p.m. I noe it was hard for hym to leave mie for 2wks again. Since mrning he has been askin mie e same ques agin & again, "B will u leave mie??" "B, u sick & tired of mie olready ryte coz im olwaes in camp & leave u alone outside" " B do u still love mie??" "B u will waet for mie ryte, 2yrs is a short period. I serve & fuck off." i still remember wat he sae to mie on our wae hm from Pioneer Mall."

"If our relationship were to last till it reaches 5years, i'll salute our relationship, if we can last tat long we'll get engage." tat will be 2yrs from nw. Haiss, I hate hys PREFECT LOVE!!!!!! "B i cant see ur love but then i can feel it" tat is wat he sae before he left. & nw he left mie for 2 wks again.

*thanks to ur pure love, our love last till nw*

HAPPY 21ST B'DAE DARLA!!!!

2009-07-11T23:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 21st B'DAE HANAH DARLA!!!

Ans Darla, Yuns wish u a happy 21st b'dae!!!!!

Wah Ans da 21 seii.

Sowie Darla if Yuns never buy for u ani present or give u ur 3 tingkat cake.

hehes

Ans Darla may u have a great & fun b'dae

Cian Ans kena werk.

But have fun kae darla, its ur special dae.

Ans Darla, Yuns wanna sae THNKS for bein an awesome darla & supportin Yuns olwaes.

The fun, the laughter, the joy & everything Yuns appreciate it alots!!

May our Fwenship Wif ROCK ON DARLA be long lastin.

Lotsa loves Darla.

Must miss Yuns tao!!!

Stay cute olwaes Darla.

Once again HAPPY B'DAE!!!!!!

Latter i buy for u chocs kae.

Lovin Them Shooooo Much!!!

2009-07-11T11:59:00.004+08:00

swit Bestie!! :)

Beloved Darla!!

Recently my nightmare become a reality. Ohh gosh, wat is done cant be undone. & Loverboii on the other hand aint any much help. must we bicker durin such a tyme like tish?? im feakin pissed off man. thank God i have my Lovely DARLAS & swit Bestie to be there for mie. I was soooo touched when i see the tags tat MOO DARLA & ZII DARLA gave mie. U darlas are the best!!! Bestie had been askin mie to chill & dun tynk to much since ystrdae. But thanks ehk Bestie half wae ystrdae u slept. Ceeii.. Appreciate ol tat u dudes & dudettes had done for mie. Bein there wen i realli need sumone. lets hope ol will be fine on mondae. Haiya, im prepare to face the consequences. bt then i dun reallie wan to upset mummii. hmmmm...

LOTS OF LOVE TO DARLAS & BESTIE!!!!

I LOVE MY DARLAS & DARLYNS!!!!

2009-07-10T20:10:00.006+08:00

Urghh, its fridae!!!
i used to love fridae bt nw i HATE FRIDAE!!
cant meet my DARLAS for 2 freakin daes.
Hate it!!
Woke up at 6.45a.m.
Iron my uniform & at 7a.m had to wake my NEW DARLYN BESTIE.
Im not only hys new BESTIE bt hys new part tyme alarm clock hees.
haiya he sleep like a pig man.
ceii jokin onlii.
Met my DARLAS at the b.stop.
Moo Darla was in the same bus as mie.
BESTIE bubble sia.
he sae he wanna tell mie the secret in school bt then he never.
thanks ehk ril!!
Had lots of fun in school wif DARLAS!!
Sat beside Hanah Darla & we talk crap & laugh non stop.
Zii Darla as usual was disturbin Chelle Darla
Moo Darla sat beside zii & she was laughin her arse off

Afta school went to slack at 201 wif MOO DARLA, ZII DARLA, DIDS, LIN, RIL, HILMI, LINUS & YONG QIN.
Hanah Darla left early as she got to meet Ads
Dhurgaes gt Dance & we didnt know where Chelle Darla went off to.
Moo slack wif us till around 2p.m.
Ooh yahh, bout the SECRET that Bestie was supposed to tell mie
KANASAII RIL!!!
Thanks ehk, u r the best bestie eva man!!
I gt to noe there was no secret at ol!!!
HMPF!!!!
WTH!!!
I was laughin my arse off the whole tyme at 201.
Hilmi & Dids take my shoe & they play around with it.
They gt notynk better to do.
Ril was soo scared when Zii Darla let go her hair & put it in front.
SHE IS SOOO EFFING SCARYY!!!!!!!
I have to walk bare footed & take my shoe from them.
ppl by ppl left & then it was left wif mie, Zii Darla & Dids.
OMG!!!!
They made mie laugh non stop & u wanted to pee.
haiya, seriously i dun wan slack wif them animore!!!
ceii..
my cheekbones hurt like hell!!
had singing session wif dids & he made funny expressions.
Zii was only movin her head.
even when we were eatin cup noodle oso we were laughing.
Everything oso we laugh.
I tynk we psycho liao.
tok bout BGR wif Zii as Dids was takin a nap.
left at around 6.
nw im here bloggin.
just received 2 sad & unwanted news.
leave it all to ALLAH.
haiss.. sians..

3rd dae of school

2009-07-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

Managed to only visit my Fairytale Dreamland at 5a.m! Mummii was to be blamed as she asked me to accompanied her watch the Michael Jackson Final Farewell. See hw filial i am to my mummii that i didnt catch a wink & accompanied her. Mummii was crying half of the time, my mummii abit emo. oopps!! at last Michael Jackson is resting in peace.
& i only managed to get about 2hrs of sleep. haiya! Woke up rather late & i had to take the train instead of 99. Guess who I saw. It was Andy. Soo i went to school with hym todae. got to know that he is now living around my area. hahas, soo i guess we will bound to bump into each other more.
Meet Beloved Darlas at their favourite place which is beside the drain, hahas.
Then 2dae i made a new "BOIIFY". ceii. none other then urs truly ZAINOL. hahas. he just go with the flow. Cute lahh he. I gave hym a kinder bueno & Hanah Darla keep wanting to steal it from hym. Naughty HANAH!! hees.
I dont know wats up wif ZIK DARLA todae. She was shoo darm random. Kept disturbin Chelle darla & Dhurgaes Darla. KANASAII sia she. But she is our LAUGHING GAS!! She kept disturbin Chelle bout the tray & Boon Leong. Hahas. Boon Lay perr Zik. Den she disturb mie & i sulk. Ignored her for a few mins as she always managed to make me burst into laughter. Mummii OFA still wasnt in school, hence a TALL GUY teacher came. Zik Darla & i went to TAGGED. then i posted a shout out, " YUYUN LOVES IS BORED & CANT STAND THE PERSON IN FRONT OF HER". am refering to Zik Darla. heeess. Then she replied to my shout out. Hilarious lahh she. the funniest part is when Zik Darla told slay that she wanted to pay hym a visit & she did that ghost expression & action. Kanasaii. Hanah Darla still trying to steal chocs from boiify. hahas. but Boiify didnt let Hanah Darla get it.
Had a great dae wif my DARLAS!! I LOVE THEM ALOTS!! seeing thru their true colours atlast!! & im still lovin them!!

*AINT EASY DELETING THE PAST WITH SUMONE U MEET EVERYDAE & AINT EASY STAYIN IN LOVE WITH SUMONE U RARELY MEET*
*CAUGHT THAT LOOK, TRYING HARD TO LOOK AWAY*

SENTOSA PICS!!! LOVE IT!!

2009-07-08T21:00:00.006+08:00

SENTOSA PART II

Her Fairytale

2009-07-07T23:44:00.003+08:00

I miss that NURULHUDA I used to be
That HER who appreciate HYS love soo much
That HER who love HYM as much as he loves her
That HER who onlii love HYM & no one else
That HER whom only have HYM in her heart
That HER who never easily fall for other guys
That HER whom never let anyone snatch her heart from hym
That HER who used to be super devoted to HYM
That HER who is willin to waet for HYM no matter hw long
That HER who is faithful to hym
That HER who thinks of onlii hym ol the tyme..
but then that her is disappearin..

Loverboii, the longer we're apart, the more i feel neglected.
our love is fading.
im afraid tat this little feelin tat i've got left for u nw will vanish in split second.
im no longer ur beloved Lovergiirl, that Lovergiirl u once knew.
u're leavin mie ol by myself for a month & alot can happen durin that period of tyme.
we'll never know if my feelins for u might change.
wat if tat nightmare of urs become a reality.
i cant promise u anything.
u left mie too long, shoo long hunnie.
tyme afta tyme.
lets just take tynks slow & see hw it goes.
there is a reason to why i dun wanna us to get engage this yr
we see hw tynk go about nxt yr
if tynks are goin to the ryte path & sailin smoothly & MY LOVE FOR U IS BACK
then we can talk bout engagement
i tynk im not ready for it yet.
im not up for that commitment yet.
i know u love mie, i do
thanks MUHAMMAD FHAIROZZHAN for givin mie ur love
u stole my heart but not the love inside it.

Back to School

2009-07-07T21:36:00.004+08:00

AT LAST!!! BACK TO SCHOOL!!! huhu. Extremely excited for school as i 'll get to meet my DARLAS, AUNTY JO & LOVELY CLASSMATES!!! school per normal. bt with my Darlas arnd, school is the place i olwaes wanna be at. Like normal, Dids & Ril bully mie. Kanasaii sia!! rhen afta school had to stayed back to do the YMCA project. & just wanna sae im sorry LOVELY TEAM MATES for blowin off my top. u guys swit lahh!! i love u ol!! heees. then went for tuition. hahas. tired lorr.. & zik thanks ehk for nt comin!!

todae met my DARLAS at the b.stop. Got a Blue sticker todae. Sumtynk to do wif the H1N1 thingy. OFA Mummii didnt cum as she had to attend a course. haiya then we gt this relief teacher who wasnt as kind as OFA mummii. Wendy & Elieen was rather annoyed by her too. Reallie lorr she. She just left the class at 10.30 & didnt sae a word. went for COB lesson. boii i was glad to see Aunty jo. hahas. Ate twiggies in class. hungry leii. Then afta tat during our break ate cup noodle. Saw Andii. Moo, ur mouth uhh. hahas. shouldn't have sae hys name lorr. Had a long LAUGHIN session wif babes. THANKS EHK ZII for ol tat unwanted comment or should i sae TK PERLU nye comment!!! Moo laugh until "tears ran out from her eyes". hahahas. then afta that went for SUNNY CHOW'S lesson. Dids messed up my hair even before the lesson began. MY PRECIOUS HAIR!!! THANKS EHK SHAHRIL, this is ol ur fault lorr.. KANASAII!!!
Before we went hm, accompanied Hanah to buy somethink for Linus. Then i was stuck & had to choose between moo & dids OR hanah & zii.. Haiya, i noe ppl wanna be wif mie. ceii. i cant make up my mind. Difficult man. SOWIE DARLAS for not following u & make u walked in the rain. I PROMISH NXT TYME I'LL GO WIF U KAE. ILY!! stayed wif moo & dids till 6. had to be a teacher again todae. SIANS!!

FRIDAE, 3 July 2009

2009-07-04T12:27:00.002+08:00

Met up wif Moo darla, Dids & Ril todae to discuss bout the YMCA proposal. The rest couldn't make it hence only four of us discuss bout it. Ril & Dids told mie that they are on thier wae to J.E library, but when i arrived they were still on their way. LATECOMERS!! lols. Even Moo darla reach there before them. While waitin for the two latecomers, moo darla decided to waet inside & read. Instead of reading, we were laughing our arse off bout the incident yesterday (the picnic & what happen on our journey back). Hahas, moo darla cudn't stop laughing.
Then we went to level 1 to waet for the 2 latecomers. They sae they had arrived but i see no sight of them. The moment i send a text to Ril, they popped out from behind. & that gundu Ril, he need not reply my text as he is olready beside mie but he choose to reply. haiya he.
Laughing half of the tyme but we managed to complete the proposal. THANKS ALOTS MOO DARLA, DIDS & RIL!! the moment we talked bout Zii Darla, we cant do our work. hahas. Afta that we went to J.P to eat.

SE PICNIC WAS A BLAST!!!

2009-07-03T11:29:00.009+08:00

At last SE had a class outing.. had a picnic at Sentosa. SWITS!! Thanks to those who make an effort to come, thanks to Moo's granny for cooking the bee hoon, thanks to beloved mummy for helping mie cook everything, thanks to Zizi Darla for helpin mie do the sandwich, thanks to Didi & Shahril for helping us buy the drinks & thanks to wendy for bringing the mats...

Didi & Shahril was super early. We were supposed to meet there at 11.30a.m but then they were olready there at 10.45a.m. hahas.. met the rest at Harbourfront c.station. Hanah Darla & Benson was olready there when we arrived. Then came Wendy. Sorie Wendy to had make u carry the mats. Half of us then went of to the monorail station as some had to waet for friends. Decided to meet everyone at monorail but then had to change of plan as Aunty Jo was comin & we had to rush to Sentosa. We were all very gundu as we never wait for Kai hong as the mats are all with hym. in the end we had to sit at the sand. hahas. Shortly after Benson & Aisah all came, Aunty Jo arrived. Yong qin & his bro even came to join us.

Had tremendous FUN at the picnic. I was being bullied all the way. 1st Didi messed up my hair, Shahril was slappin mie from tyme to tyme & thanks to hym there are red marks on my hand & Hilmi was punchin mie. wat the hell man them!! Then i never change because i wasn't plannin to swim but then Didi made mie change. He go & pour a water & sand at mie. Hmpf!! Didi & Yong Qin had noting better to do, they carry every girl to the "Jacuzzi" that we made, hahas & throw them inside the water. OMG them! But i had fun with them. Wendy & Benson's clique left earlier & so did Hanah Darla. Played with the sand, covered moo with the sand. went to see the sun set with Hilmi & Shahril as the rest are busy swimming. I love to look at the sun setting. & i know a secret bout Hilmi & Ril.. shhhh... cannot tell or they will bully mie again.

Hilmi & Ril make a sing bout SE. Hahas. The song was hilarious. Hilmi even included Yong Qin's brother. Hys brother was a fun person. He miggle with us. He is so effing different from Yong Qin. But then they left around 7 plus.
then at night also they bully me. Haiya they ol. Moo Darla sang this KANTOI song & nw its stucked in my head. We went back hm around 10.30p.m. Ril was very sweet, he carried my bag ol the way home. hahas.& I cant forget wat happen on our way hm. We which is mie, Zizi Darla, Moo Darla, Didi & Ril took train back hm. & Ril decided to "bounce back" refering to which we have to go all the way to Joo Koon & then go alight at our destination. Thanks to hym, he had to walked from Joo Koon all the way to Pioneer as the train that we took was the last train. THANKS ALOT SEII RIL!! Didi was scaring us as it was Fridae nyte. What the hell, we gotta like walk so darm far sia. But luckily Pioneer wasn't that far from my house. Hahas. Walked all the way to Central as Ril wanted to go to ATM. Then afta that we go Pioneer Mall. Soon afta they ol left. Accompanied Moo Darla till arnd 4 & then went back hm.
I HAD LOADS OF FUN!!!!! I LOVE U GUYS!!! THANKS FOR COMIN!!!!

TRANSFORM!!! lols...

2009-06-28T21:50:00.007+08:00

SATURDAE, 27 JULY 2009

Just cut my hair todae.. cut my fringe too.. & it suxs!!! hahas.. im shoo sick & tired of my fringe.. mummy keep sayin its nice.. she is sayin tat to make mie feel better.. the hairdresser tynk im 16, wth ryte?? lols.. then accompanied mummy to Prine supermarket since she accompanied mie to get a hair cut.. shoo fair.. hahas

met loverboii arnd 2 p.m as we were gonna watched TRANSFORMERS wif hys siblings.. Accompanied hym to Gek Poh as he had to take picture & buy some stuff.. then we went off to Jurong Point.. watch Transformers at G.V.. wow!! TRANSFORMERS was awesome!!! super duper awesome!!! hilarious & exciting.. $12 was worth it!!.. i dun mind watchin it again.. lols.. MEGAN FOX IS HOTT!!! afta that we went to had dinner, it was DIDI's treat.. afta tat followed Loverboii hm coz he sae hys Mummy wanted to give mie sumtynk & he wanted to pack hys tynks as he needs o be in camp tat nyte before 9.. hys mummy gave mie sumtynk tat i olwaes wanted.. im nt tellin wat.. hahas..

den loverboii sent mie hm.. he sae its hard fer hym to leave mie.. hes leavin mie fer 6 daes & he's goin Tekong again.. i noe he hates it.. hope tynks are fine fer hym over there.. bear wif it loverboii..

shooting dae

2009-06-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

my body seriously need a rest man!! im shoo exhausted!! need to wake up early like for almost everydae.. well, no exception for todae.. i had to wake up at 6.30 a.m coz i gotta be in school by 8.30 a.m for a drama play, sumtynk like tat..

shoo met Dhurgaes darla & went to school wif her.. we had to meet the others at the Amber Cafe.. We waited fer Ms Joey as we didnt want to enter the cafe first as we know no one..

while waitin for the others, just sat & around & eat chocs.. Yummii!! hahas.. tynks was rather dull & boriing at 1st as we know no one.. Den we made a new fwen name Niisaa.. She's the new SUPER DUPER HYPER FWEN i've made just nw.. she make mie feel hyper too weneva im wif her.. hahas.. Den Aisah came.. followed by Ancherle & Siti.. New fwens tat i've made too... Siti never fail to make us laugh & shoo does Ancherle.. they are hilarious!! Dhurgaes scene was 1st, she had to be fussy cust... mine was the third i tynk.. more of actions instead of words... My partner in scene was NIISAA!! hahas.. she's a natural actress.. she is shoo confident!! Thnks to her im nt shoo nervous.. Den we had to go to a room on a second level which look like a hotel room.. Since all our scene except Ancherle's is doned, we tooks picture.. hahas.. wah, they ol love the CAMERA man!! we even took pics in the bath tub.. it was fun!! now i know hw shooting was like.. its shoo tense to be in front of the cam man.. hahas.. tish drama thingy started at 8.30 a.m & end arnd 6 p.m.. End up i had to give my bro's P.O.P a miss.. Sowie Bro!! i feel shoo guilty for not bein there for u... as a reward we were treated lunch, Ms Joey ordered Mcdonalds for us & we had a plate of salmon.. ooo, la la... :)

*i've gt a tired bt a memorable dae*

My love. the sally's

2009-06-24T15:39:00.003+08:00

the blue clouds they spell out your name
the darkest night, u shine in them
i love you & i can't imagine if you're not here with me
it's early days but i know for sure
that what i feel is real sincere
let's make this, the best time of our life
to be my better half...
& i'll give you my world
i'll treat you nice
cause for my love i'll sacrifice
anything i could, everything i would
MY LOVE...
you're everything i could ask for
your smile makes me happy
your tears make me sad
& i know for sure that
this is the best feeling i ever had
YOUR LOVE...
brighten my dimmest light
make my heart beat faster than before
& as days pass i'm gonna love u more
& i promise..
i wanna say somethink to you
there's no one else that swept me of my feet like the way you do
i know all i want is you
i promise that our love will shine
may it be with you..

butterflies out of my stomach, at last

2009-06-24T15:17:00.006+08:00

at last, the butterflies in my stomach are FREE!! lols.. had to go back school todae for my SC interview.. didn't start the dae well.. lil sis made mie mad.. she is alwaes usin my stuff & misplacin them.. haiya she.. when i was on my wae to school, lil sis text mie & apologise to mie & wish mie ol the best.. shoo sweet!! hahas.. tats y she is my bestie!! den half wae through the journey i just realised tat i didn't bring my pic.. sians!! had to go back hm & get the pic.. haiya mie!! in the end i cant meet Faz on tyme & ask Faz to go 1st..

we have to waet at the SC room.. Faz was in there with Hilmi & Farhan wif another guy & a SC.. den the SC ask mie an irrelevant ques, "Huda do you work as a model part tyme?" hahas.. do i look like one?? when im inside that room, more & more butterflies flew into my stomach.. ceii... i was super duper nervous!.. bt tat SC guy was kind, he sae no need be shoo nervous just relax.. well hys nt in my shoe though, he dun noe hw im feelin.. my turn was afta Dhurgaes.. Faz 1st, Hilmi nxt follow by a guy from SD i tynk, then Dhurgaes, mie & lastly Farhan..

when it was my turn, my mind just went blank as i went up the stairs.. 5 SC were in the room.. Scary!! Lols.. i just hope i didnt make a fool out of myself.. hahas.. My answer was like Rojak, tynks here & there.. they ask ques like wat is the definition of Leadership, between party & work which would i choose and more.. hahas.. not puttin too much hope to be chosen.. bt den i reallie wanna be 1!!. well just waet fer the verdict.. wonder hw the rest did.. hmmm..

..a dae wif secondary lovelies..

2009-06-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

met my secondary sch lovelies KAREN, QUEK & PEI YI.. went to watch movie at Orchard Cineleisure.. we watch the movie GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PAST.. wen we were switchin train at dhoby Ghaut ryte, a silly tynk happened..
we were suppose to take the escalator which go up wan bt ryte Karen & Quek wanted to take the escalator goin down & they almost did tat.. they tought it was the escalator tat is goin up.. hahas, haiya they both cannot differentiate mehh?? it was shoo hilarious!!
two thumbs up fer the movie.. i tynk guys shud watch it & they will then noe hw a girl reallie feels.. hw i wish 'ghost of girlfriends past' reallie exist man.. i learn sum love lesson.. ceii.. isn't it wonderful to have a guy who has a crush on u since childhood?? i recommend u ppl out there to watch it.. especially guys who love to fool around.. wake up guys!!
den afta tat we accompanied Karen to Heeren as she wanted to send her watch for repair.. went to have dinner at KFC & den we headed to Esplanade.. tat Karen lorr wan take picture.. hahas..
we like spend half of the tyme walkin as we olwaes end up the wrong wae... lols!! then they ol take pic usin my cam & change my wallpaper to their pic.. hahas.. anihw sia they!!
Loverboii was pissed at mie as i wasnt back hm wen it was almost 10p.m.. haiya B i need freedom leii.. Bored sia stay at hm!! i was mad at hym too lorr.. haiya, he is shoo unreasonable!! it onli 10 seii.. ignored hys text & calls till i reach hm.. text hym tat i've reach hm & he reply back a composition to mie.. wth!! bt den he did apologise to mie fer gettin mad at mie.. he sae he noes im sick & tired of hym.. he sae if i wanna break up just confess straight to hys face.. haiya he.. den i just reply i wanna go to bed & lets talk bout tish tomorrow.. coz im too tired to argue wif hym.. sianss...

..hym..

2009-06-22T21:24:00.004+08:00

Forget hys name, forget hys face
Forget hys kiss & warm embrace
Forget the lurve tat u once knew
Remember now he has sumone new..

Forget the lurve u once shared
Forget the face u once cared
Forget the tymes u once together
Remember now hys gone forever..

Forget u cried the whole nyte long
Forget hym when he played ur song
Forget how close u two once were
Remember now he has chosen her..

Forget hw u memorise hys walk
Forget the wae he used to talk
Forget the tynks he used to sae
remember now he has gone awae..

Forget the nytes u were alone
Forget the tymes u waited for hys calls
Forget tat he was ur entire world
Remember now there's a another girl..

Forget the talks u both once shared
Forget hym though he made u mad
Forget the tynks he used to do
Remember now he lurves her not u..

Forget the thrills when he walk by
Forget the tyme he made u cried
Forget the wae he spoke ur name
Remember now he just play a game..

Forget hw he used to hold ur hand
Forget the swit tynks if u can
Forget the tyme u were a fool
Remember now he doesnt lurve u..

Forget the tynks tat went shoo fast
Forget them ol they are just in the past
Forget teh dreams that can't cum true
Forget the boii as he has forgotten u..

..no longer a Pink Affair..

2009-06-22T09:23:00.003+08:00

Sundae, 21 June '09

u cant have coffee & tea at the same tyme can u or have muffins & cupcake at one shot..

tats becoz u cant be able to reallie judge the taste if u were to have both tynks at one go..

tat is y u cant have the person u love & the person whom love u in one grip

one of them will initially let u go as they dun wanna be the third party..

its not easy to love sumone..

sumone once told mie "its easy to love but its not easy to stay in love."

does prefect love reallie exist though??

hw long can u stay & keep on lovin ur partner??

wat does prefect love reallie means..

todae both men in my life left mie..

both whom i cherish in my life..

one, who love mie wholeheartedly bt then my heart aint reallie fer hym..

tat pure love he gave mie is the reason y we can last till 34 months..

i cant just let hym go as i dun wanna break hys heart at tish point yet..

at a critical stage of hys life as i know he will not be able to take the blow..

but then he will be returnin to mie on sat

he, at the other hand make my life like a ride on the roller coaster

he is shoo unpredictable..

i dun reallie know what hys feelins are to mie..

i dun deny tat i love hym as he managed to capture my love awae from hym..

i dun regret sharin my love to hym as he has give mie a wonderful tyme..

but then my roller coaster ride ended todae..

it ended shoo sudden tat the impact was huge..

i noe he'll never return..

sweet memories stay & never fade awae..

tat part of hym left suddenly

2009-06-21T23:23:00.005+08:00

Thank you fer all tat wonderful memories tat u left mie..

memories tat i'll treasure deep in my heart..

i know actually i dun stand a chance to conquer ur heart & well tats true..

the answer tat i've been waitin fer has atlast been answered todae..

bt not the answer tat my heart olwaes wanted..

hw i wish u noe hw i reallie feel..

hw i reallie felt fer u, bt then tats just a wishful thought of mine..

u kidnap my heart from hym & nw u r lettin it go just like tat

whoa.. shoo sudden..

boii, atleast give mie sumtyme to return u back ol u love

& a moment fer tish heart of mine to stop lovin u..

didnt expect todae to be the dae, 21/06/09

the dae where the fullstop is put to tat unfinish sentence of ours..

of shud i sae my unfinish sentence..

well i got a feelin tat u wanted us to put an end to ol tish nt just b'coz of hym

bt instead u had found the princess of ur life..

that sillyloves between us ended..

we were strangers, fwens, lovers and then back to fwens & i hope we can remain as fwens still..

the moments wif u had never been sour, its a swit journey in my life..

thnks lots silly..

*sweetss memories*

the dare we used to do (the peck, the hug & "sayang")
the tyme we used to share, i had fun wif u
we meet up in the mornin as it was POA test & u taught mie hw to do it
29 May 2009, fridae ( i dun tynk u remember, for once i felt ur love)
the straw star
tymes when we went to school together

suga.love

2009-06-21T00:13:00.007+08:00

i'll cherish tat moment we shared just now..
a moment where it means alot..
i had an awesome tyme chattin wif u
bout the past, present & future too...
by the words tat came from u, i realised im important to u..
shoo important tat i became ur blood..
the blood tat is flowin thru u ol the tymes..
never ever in my life a soul love mie dearly..
ur love too mie is shoo true tat i cant accept tat hunnie..
hw i wish i can stop u from lovin mie as i dun wanna break ur heart in any wae..
boii, u stole my heart but not ol my love..
pardon mie if wat i confess might hurt..
i do love u, yes i do..
bt den nt as hw i used to love u..
the past tat we shared was both bitter & swit..
full of laughters, tears, love & not forgettin pain..
when we recalled back the past just now..
i then realised i used to love u shoo much..
we were inseparateable in the past that fwens were envy of us..
thats past..
but now..
we may have drift but u are tryin ur best to keep the distance awae
& hold mie close to u in anywaes..
but mie on the other hand..
aint doin anytynk, i just watch & walk awae..
leavin u in a lurch doin ol tat u may..
suga loves, hate mie pls i beg u..
stop lovin mie or i'll hurt u..
my heart aint beatin fer u like hw it used too..
give mie tyme baby, i'll try my best to love u..
show mie ur sincerity like u olwaes do..
coz my love fer u may cum back ani soon..
bt i cant promise u anytynk...
as tish heart or mine is not feelin a tynk like it use to..

Swits Darla Dae Out.. ILY!!!

2009-06-20T22:21:00.006+08:00

see zii shoo sexy!! hahas

Had lots of great fun yesterdae!! Went out wif MOO DARLA & ZII DARLA, the rest wasnt free lorr.. saded seii.. i tynk we will have much more fun wif them around.. 1st we when to Bugis Junction to search fer an outfit fer Zii Darla fer the meetin.. hahas.. Moo & Zii are shoo fun to go out wif.. we were laughin ol the wae man!! Zii keep pointin to stupid clothes to miee... hahas, haiya she!! Moo keeps stoppin at shop, especially shops tat sell SHOES!! she uhh!! sometimes mie & Zii dun realised tat Moo had stop to look at stuff as she is SHORT!!! and we cant spot her in the crowd.. lols!! Den we bought dinner & walk ol the wae to S'pore River.. we wanted to have dinner & at the same tyme look at the sun set..

We sat next to the Merlion and ate our dinner.. wat do we care?? and we were shoo gundu as we sat at the opposite direction of the sun settin.. hahas.. afta dinner took sum pics and we set off to clarke quay.. on the wae there we took loads of pic!!!! (moo upload them A.S.A.P plss..) I LOVE THE WAE MOO POSES!! NICEY!!

when we sittin down to watch a performanance, a guy dun noe from where pop out & surveyed us bout the air condition in S'pore.. wat a bother!! then he keep askin irrelevent ques like u ol still schoolin?? which school?? & Moo ans ol tat ques.. hahas.. Moo told tat guy tat we were from ite simei.. hahas.. i was tryin very hard not to laugh.. ohh yah i make a new fwen.. hys shoo cute & soft.. Hys name is MOOTWO.. hahas.. he cant go aniwhere as he's stuck to Moo's Hp.. lols!! ooh ya to continue wif my story, afta a few mins he left i received a text msg.. i tot it was Loverboii or & *HYM* bt it turn out to be the survey guy.. i dun entertain tish type of guy & didnt replied to hys text msges..

i told my darla tat if i never go hm by 8 or sent any text to Loverboii, he will text mie arnd 8... hahas, spot on!! when i was snappin pics of moo, i received a text from Loverboii askin mie wat tyme im gonna meet hym as he misses mie.. see!! i noe hym.. 34 months mahh...

den we went off arnd 8.30.. met Loverboii at Boon Lay as he wanted to sent mie hm.. bt then we went to the Pasar Malam near Gek Poh before we went hm..

*to Moo: Sowie darla.. blame my butterfingers.. Mon i'll accompany u kae.. im very, very sowie... :(

*to Moo & Zii: thanks darla fer the fun & laughter tat we had on 19.06.09.. remember tat sae olwaes.. ily both!!!

*to didi: thnks fer the bracelet, appreciate it alot..

*to Loverboii: fer ol tat u had done fer mie, i appreciate it alot!!

2009-06-17T23:40:00.001+08:00

"know my other half before u judge mie"

i love my dae 2dae.. winx

2009-06-16T21:57:00.006+08:00

♥Happy 34Months Anniversary LoverBoii♥

todae is my 34 anniversary wif Loverboii.. haha.. 34 months, like unbelievable like tat sia.. lols.. didn't have any celebration as Loverboii booked out late & i've gt plans..

The longest eva relationship i've been into.. Its not easy to reach & be together fer 2 years & 10 months, we had to go thru LOTS of tynk, REALLIE!! but then some unexpected tynks will occur wifout u noticing & wanting it to happen.. Appreciate bein wif sum1 like u Loverboii as u reallie love mie wholeheartedly.. Bt den ur love is too prefect fer mie dear.. u r der in my heart bt den i dun noe where u r realli..

Loverboii booked out liao, bookin in on MONDAE.. WTH!!! lols.. There goes my freedom..

♥ROCK ON DARLAS, ILY!!!♥

meet my lovely darlas to discuss bout the project... haha, i miss them lor!! finally get to meet them.. aisah was there too... but the meetin didnt last too long.. i tynk we just discuss tynks bout 1 hr plus.. lots of changes to our project.. den we went KFC fer our lunch.. Ana & Ads left earlier as they got plan.. Stay at KFC wif Moo, Zizi & Chelle till around 2.20 p.m. den we went to City Vibes toilet.. haha.. Den as we leavin we saw Ana & Ads at the arcade there.. haiya, cute lorr they two play arcade together.. sweet sia!!

♥MY CHEEKBONES HURTS!!♥

met *HYM* afta tat wif zizi.. went to L.J.S as he wanted to grab a bite.. bt den we end up stayin der fer like 2 hrs plus.. we tok crap, tok cock & evitynk lorr... hahas.. wah lao they make mie laugh like hell.. nw my cheekbone hurts!! bt then hw i wish tat the clock will stop tickin & tat moment last fereva.. bt too bad ol gud tynks have to cum to an end.. saded.. nw zizi gt a new 'BRO' liao.. hahas.. & she gt a new nick which is 'Zik'.. den he ask her "do u sleep wif one eye shut & one eye closed?" & 'Zik' was given onli 2 secs to ans.. & she sae no.. gundu leii she..hahahahs.. i feel like laughin when i tynk bout just nw.. den afta tat we went to sit at a void deck.. wah, there much more worser lorr, we laugh like crazy, goin bonkers.. 'Zik' laugh until "tears ran from her eyes".. lols!! i had lots of fun wif them lorr!! hahas.. i love them!!! den afta we had enough fun we went home.. bt i gotta meet Loverboii.. bt met hym fer awhile onli as im exhausted.. haiya, he gt 6 daes to spent wif mie.. shoo no worries.. hmmmmp...

*ol i wish fer is fer tat moment not to end*

..The Unexpected..

2009-06-15T20:52:00.006+08:00

♥24 Hours to Go♥

School holidaes began todae, thought that i cud get my beauty sleep atlast bt then.. I had to exit my Fairytale Dreamland around 8 a.m.. Sianss!! Mum woke mie up, my nephew (Ishqal) was down wif high fever but den sis & bro-in-law can't get any leave & so bo bian i gotta send Ishqal to see a doctor.. ask lil sis to accompanied mie, it will be super borin to send hym to the doctor alone leii...
Went to my sis mum-in-law's hse to fetch Ishqal.. Den brought hym to Woodlands Poly.. we have to take temperature & ol tat.. shoo troublesome!! haiss.. Ishqal's temperature was 39.2 celcius shoo they let us see the docs 1st.. luckily we need not waet fer shoo long.. we brought Ishqal home.. Took 187 from marsiling all to J.P... well durin tat journey back, the most unexpected person text mie.. i tot it was Loverboii bt den it was *HYM* instead.. shockin leii.. saw my old hse at Teck Whye.. I miss tat hse man!!
Reach hm & i went back to my Fairytale Dreamland.. lols.. Den i was awoken by the vibration of my fon.. Another unexpected person text mie.. lols.. it was Loverboii's sis or known as Didie.. hahas.. she text mie to inform tat she has booked tickets fer mie, Loverboi & hys siblings.. we gonna watch Transformers on 27.06.09, sats.. haha, she is shoo swit!! thnks Didie!!!
Around 6, went J.E to sent Ishqal back to sis.. afta tat went J.P wif lil sis fer our dinner.. She is my 3rd laughing gas lorr.. Crazy sis bt i love her!! den we went window shoppin fer awhile..

24 hours to:

meetin my ROCK ON DARLA'S!!! cant waet..
My 34 Month Anniversary with Loverboii
Loverboii's IPPT test (hopefully he can do it)
meetin 'hym'.. (winx)

14.06.09

2009-06-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

14.06.09

Todae is the:

dae I fnish the chocs tat Loverboi bought fer mie.. lols
the 3rd dae *HE* never text mie
14.06.09 which is 2 daes awae from my 34months ann wif Loverboi
the dae mie & Loverboi never bicker.. hahas

Started out todae wif an argument wif mum & dad.. they are shoo biased leii.. sumtymes i feel leftout.. hates bein a 3rd child.. hmpf!! still notynk from *HYM*, notynk, no text or anitynk.. i tynk it has ended.. wat am i suppose to do.. notynk i guess.. since i wasn't on talkin terms wif my parents this mornin, i decided to stay in bed, text loverboi & eat the chocs.. vent out ol my anger to hym.. feel betta afta tat.. met hym afta breakfast as he wanted mie to accompany hym to Gek Poh.. he wanted to buy sum stuff.. Den we went to the fitness corner as he wanted to trained hys chin-ups as hys IPPT is tish tues.. He's aimin fer Silver.. hopefully he manage to achieve it.. Ol the best dear!! :) we went to my house, had lunch together.. afta tat we had a karaoke session wif my lil sis.. haha.. lots of laughter instead of singing.. around 6.30 Loverboi left as he gotta book in.. before he left as usual he sang tat song to mie.. haha.. haiya he.. gonna see hym again tish Tuesdae.. shoo fast ryte.. lols

*forgive mie fer bein unfaithful but den he stole my heart from u

-.-

2009-06-13T22:09:00.005+08:00

SATURDAE..

borin!!! lols.. its been 2daes i never received any text from hym.. i dun noe wats goin on between us now.. feelin lyte textin hym bt den.. hmmm... i tynk its the end olready, maybe its hys wae of tellin mie 'lets put an end to it' maybe...

well, no arguments todae between mie & Loverboi aswe didn't reallie spent alot of tyme together. went to have breakfast at Banquet wif mum, lil sis, bro & Loverboi. had fish & chips, yummi!! and of coz RIBENA!! huhu..

went window shoppin wif them & then went home.. Loverboi went home too as he wasnt feelin well.. as soon as i reached home, i went straight to bed.. haha, such a sleepyhead.. i noe.. :)

Den around 5.30pm Loverboi came over my place.. haha, i just wake up.. & he saw my 'just wake up' face.. lols.. watch 'JANGAN TEGUR' a malay horror movie.. it was full of suspence.. haha.. quite okae lahh..

went to have dinner at Gek Poh, it was my bro's treat since he had gotten hys pay.. den we saw Loverboi's ex.. i hate her!! ceii.. well its a past & i know Loverboi love mie.. shoo i've got notynk to worry bout.. lols.. after dinner we went to see a kuda kepang performance near block 743.. saw some familiar faces.. afta tat went home swit home..

*imissthepast*

guys are shoo unpredictable

2009-06-12T23:13:00.008+08:00

U LEFT MIE HANGIN...
Ur actions left mie thinking & wondering..
im uncertain..
words meant this but actions meant the opposite..
i reallie need an answer, i reallie do..
im confused....
do u care bout mie??
well am i even a somebody in ur lyfe???
well i dun tynk shoo..
ur actions are the answer to all tish, by them i've gotten the ans...
but isit the ryte ans??
who am i to u??
a fwen? fling? or just a gurl whose heart u wanna play wif..
as moment pass, we drift futher & further...
i miss the memories we once shared...
& the never endin joy tat we had..
shud i continue havin feelins fer u or shud i put an end to it??
or rather shud i give it to tat someone who loves mie...
wat am i to do??
wat if i were to give my heart to u bt den IM A NOBODY in ur lyfe..
whereas im a treasure to tish person who is lovin mie..
who shud i choose then??
u sae tat the incident yesterdae was a slap in ur face, and even ur pride
it wasnt sumtynk tat i wanna happen too...
but then it was meant to happen..
bt i cudn't understand y it affects u??
it wasnt my intention to hurt u..
there are tymes where u hurt mie too & i noe tat it was intentionally..
but wat can i do
hw i wish i cud get all e ans to this..
i hate guessing & end up not havin the real ans & puttin false hopes..
silly, isit over??
-.-

freedom.gone

2009-06-12T21:18:00.012+08:00

LoverBoii P.O.P liao shoo now he's outta camp. Well its a gud & a bad tynk fer mie.. lols.. There goes my freedom, ceii..saded..

yesterdae Loverboii fetch mie from school den we went to buy dinner.. & an unwanted tynk happen.. haiss, regret man.. half of the tyme wen im wif loverboii i was asleep.. tired leii.. sowie loverboii!!
den todae met hym again & we went to J.P.. had lunch at Banquet.. i was free to choose wat i wanted to eat as it is hys treat.. huhu.. End up choosin Wanton Noodle & Ribena.. my favs!! lols.. Den we went window shoopin, he wanted to buy a shoe well sum1 got hys pay olready mahh.. Loverboii wanted to buy fer mie sumtynk bt i turn hym down.. i dun wanna hym to spent animore bucks on mie as its nt worth it, only God knows y.. hmmm... den Loverboi end up buying fer mie CHOCOLATES.. haha, i love chocolates.. Appreciate it lotss!! i dun know y but my mind was distracted throughout e dae, i wasn't payin too much attention to loverboii.. haiss.. make an agreement wif loverboi just now bout smokin.. huhu, he let mie have 3 puff of the cigarettes.. at last!!! last smoke bout 2 or 3 years back sia..

love.between.us

2009-06-07T21:02:00.007+08:00

im the luckiest gurl on earth as i've have sumone like u who love mie wholeheartedly

but den i admit i may be the stupiest gurl to not appreciate tat love

fer what had happen just now, i realised tat your love fer mie is shoo true

never had anybody in my life cry fer mie like how u did just now
LOVERBOI.. i need tyme to changed.

you cant expect mie to changed overnite, i confess i dun love u like hw i did in the past & hw u r lovin mie

bt den i do love u.

wat reallie broke my heart is tat seein u in tears & sayin tat u miss the old mie & wan her to cum back..

hate it wen we fight like just nw, i see the old u & i reallie hate tat old u..

u love the old mie while i hate the old u.. hate it wen u make mie feel 'pain all over' mie

we almost went separate waes bt den i guess we are not reallie ready fer tat to happen. But then i cant promish u anitynk.

im confused, dun noe shud i put an end fer ol tish.. hate it to see u suffer. i dun wanna be e bad guy.

i had enough hurtin u. bt den i dun tynk tat nw is the ryte tyme to do it.

i noe deep down u r sufferin.

tryin my best to make u hate mie.i do miss the past.

SPCA Flag Dae

2009-06-06T23:47:00.018+08:00

SPCA Flag Dae

im super exhausred todae!! woke up at 6.30 a.m coz i have to meet Zizi & Dhurgaes at 8.. gotta do e SPCA flag dae.. When cn i get my BEAUTY SLEEP??!!! sians!! Met them at J.E.. and den proceed to Outram.. Saw LIN my grand-daughter.. lols.. i dun noe wen i become A NANNY, ol i noe she is Sim Yee's daughter.. lols.. had to waet fer MONSTER, Adelyn, Aisah & Azura.. While waitin Lin ask us who is our eye candy & fling in class.. hahas.. well its a secret between us four.. *winx*.. Saw Qeel & Zainul in e train.. haha, dun noe wat happen to Faz coz Faz sing & tok to herself.. PSYCHO!! no wonder she's a monster. Wen we arrived at SPCA we were greeted by a long queue of ppl.. shoo long sia e queue.. bt luckily Lin spotted a familiar face among the crowd.. haha, den we need not waet to long to collect the tin. Went to Harbourfront. Took 93 From bartley.. as we were waitin fer the bus, we decided to asked arnd fer donations.. hahas, Faz sowie if i stole ur donors from u.. der is this group of Chinese guys & we decided to ask them fer donations.. one of them is shoo swit lahh, he didnt have any small changed bt den afta a moment he came bck & donated.. wat a kind soul.. the journey is super long tat half of us slept thru e journey.. we were tired lorr.. As soon as we arrived, we went fer lunch.. SUPER DUPER HUNGRY!! hahas.. ate at KFC.. had trouble eatin as i was laughin while eatin.. wah lao they ol.. fun ended soon & we gotta carry on wif our task.. Went to collect donations fer awhile & then we procceded back to Bartley.. tired lorr... on e wae bck to Bartley we ol slept.. we received a cert of appreciation & a badge.. ol worth it fer animals..

2009-06-06T21:57:00.013+08:00

06.06.09

PURE.WHITE.LOVE

met LoverBoi afta the flag dae. we met at outram. A misunderstandin happen. Can't we like not quarrel fer a dae?? does he have to quarrel wif mie weneva we meet?? if he is not tired of bickering, I AM!! only fer sometynk small he wanna make a huge fuss bout it. wat a pain!! i hate it wen we quarrel in a public place. haiss.. i noe he's tired as he just booked out bt den im tired too. He keep sayin tat i've changed, im not tat NURULHUDA he use to know. FYI its u who made mie changed. He sae if i no longer love hym den just sae lahh dun do tish to hym. well, dun make mie sae sumtynk tat will make u regret ur whole lyfe. i was shoo pissed at hym tat i ignore hym & just kept quiet. i wanna walked awae bt den, i dun noe wats stoppin mie.

wen we arrived at Boon Lay, tynks stay unchanged until we almost reached my block. Loverboi suddenly hug mie & apologise. Bt den i didnt forgive hym tat easily. He sae tat he dun wanna fight as the tyme we have is very limited. He kept sayin he love mie. I noe he do. den he asked mie whether or not im sick & tired of hym & he asked mie to swear upon hys head tat i still do love hym. at tat point my mind went blank. ol i can sae to hym is just yes, i love you. Bt den.. haiss... we sat down fer awhile & tok tynks out. afta tat we went J.P fer our dinner, Ate at banquet & window shopped . wah! tats tish white NIKE slipper tat is SUPER DUPER NICE!! haha.. actualli we wanted to go to Lake Park & just spent the tyme der bt den we were lazy to travel. lols.

Den at nyte, i accompany Loverboi to e fitness corner near my hse. He wanted to practice hys chin-ups. haiya he! the moon tonight looks shoo beautiful. i love to look at e night sky, shoo calm.

hate.it.wen.u.love.mie.shoo.much

2009-06-05T23:02:00.005+08:00

i ask my gurl

to take a walk

down Orchard rd

by pass Mandarin

to Centrepoint

we had our lunch at Mcdonalds

we had a fillet

& a apple pie

we share a cup of lemon lime

holdin her hands

lookin thru her eyes

i ask my gurl to be my valentines

wen i booked in

i cannot sleep

i think of her

pick up e phone

callin thru her home

but her mother sae she's not at hm

i want to cry

i want to die

after sometimes i change my mind

i told myself ooh wat e fuck

wen i booked out i try my luck

(tish song means sumtynk to mie..

loverboi will olwaes sing this to mie..

haha haiya he..

he is olwaes feelin unsecure..

bt den i understand wat he's tryin to tell mie..

well he's in camp while im outside..

its hard..

fer the both of us..

ol i can sae is im sorry & i hope u give mie tyme..

tats y i hate it wen u love mie shooo..

shoo little tyme shoo little loves baby)

double love

2009-06-05T20:17:00.001+08:00

although i noe tat its one sided love

im happy to atleast be wif u fer a moment

fer awhile i feel im on top of e world

bt den e world is olwaes revolving shoo im aware i cant stay to be on top of e world foreva

& im prepare fer it..

i noe deep down inside u do have sumone tat u love..

bt den i dun noe y u just dun wanna be frank wif mie..

i feel as if u r pullin urself away from mie, i reallie wanna noe e reason y..

isit just a feelin im havin or tats a fact?..

well ppl around mie notice it too..

if i were to be given a wish, i'll wish i cud rewind tyme & stay as hw we used to be in e past..

*right person at the wrong tyme, wrong person at the right tyme*

*ily sillyloves*

2009-06-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

my super crazy ROCK ON DARLAS!! (left to right: dhurgaes, Hanah, Moomoo, Zizi, Mie & lastly Chellechelle)

I LOVE THEM!! wif them around e tyme past lyte shoo darm fast.. the reasons to my laughter & smile..

they can be random at tymes.. theres a nick fer each one of us.. hanah: HANNAH MONTANA OR MINAHNA, zizi: MINAH D, moomoo: MINAH C.. well we haven reallie tynk of nicks fer chelle2 & dhurgaes.. we'll tynk of sumtynk SOON!

TISH PIC(above) was taken recently.. huhu.. we r ol in maroon.. nice ryte?? lols..

they r my partners in crime.. ceyy.. they make lyfe in ITE shoo fun.. can't willin to be separated wif them..

My.Love.Life

2009-06-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

FHAIRUL FAIRYTALE

date:16.08.06, time: 7.00p.m..

the dae our FAIRYTALE started..

the dae MUHAMMAD FHAIROZZHAN BIN YACOB loves mie..

we fall in love at the 1st sight..

trapped in hys heart fer 33months nw..

didnt regret e desicion i made on 16.08.06..

didnt expect our love to last till tish long..

our love wasnt a prefect one, bt im thankful fer it.. :)

coz every morning wen i open my eyes, theres a soul who is lovin mie wholeheartedly..